Maria and Oceanus
By Erin Coughlin Hollowell
1. Mare Crisium
battery of wind | car sliding toward the
ditch | phantom in the left hemisphere | blood
down wrong | an erase | drumbeat | rip along
the seam | drumbeat | landslide and shatter | oh
drumbeat | how you became ashes when we
weren’t there | silence | silence | silence | silence ||
2. Mare Nubium
Turn west toward granite chop and shut
your eyes. Think of what you desire. Spread
your arms to manifest four humors in the arc. Clouds
will form in the shape of a precipice woman stone
eagle. You will be torn. You will be called
a fumbler. Clouds will form in the shape of a
child wren hand boat. You will be lofted.
You will be called a savior. Clouds form.
You open your arms. Rain at last lets down.
3. Mare Tranquillitatis
All our stories sputtered
the only language
left. Empty wine bottle
a driftwood bulwark.
Blue hour after
the sun, before dark,
and you kept
pushing your hair
out of your eyes
so you could watch
4. Mare Cognitum
Maybe afterward we know.
In this living there is no space
for recognition. I’d hang a ribbon
above the water. I’d be a book.
Finder’s fee to anyone who can
point out the route. Here. After.
5. Oceanus Procellarum
Once, electricity crawled through my arm and raised
a blister on each fingertip. Once, I choked on a stone.
Air pushing against barrier. Once, a car struck and I
kept traveling. Glass fragments in my hair and a broken
wing. I’ve never been good at this, saying which thump
bruised and which thump distorted. I wanted with
the whole structure I built as my being. Pulled myself
out of a life and into another. Low pressure rolling in
along my spine and settling. I want to open up now
and let it all out. Go ahead, make up a story of how
I was cold and unapproachable. Most shining when
closest but still bringing out the wind, bringing out the storm.