Illusion

Ways you promised to lead me through
Became different from those I imagined
In practical u gave me burden so to feel
As if I was falsely mesmerised
Enough is enough cant say you so
How deeply I am terrified
Now in this jungle like world you created for me
I wish for a den like home intensified
I move on now with reluctant steps
Dunno know where will they take me
Now mesmerisations became frightened territories in which I fear to go inside
O lord come and help me
My life is so falsified
I never thought the chapter would never end
I have to move on chainified
In seeps and seeps of depression move
Taking me to bad nights
Now where should I find my heart’s satisfaction
Now that I have been chainified
Runaway is no escape for me
My soul has to be unified
I fell from top to bottom
With a fear not to be hurt and horrified….