Consequences

By William Meredith

I. Of Choice

Despair is big with friends I love,

Hydrogen and burning jews.

I give them all the grief I have

But I tell them, friends, I choose, I choose,

Don’t make me say against my glands

Or how the world has treated me.

Though gay and modest give offense

And people grieve pretentiously,

More than I hoped to do, I do

And more than I deserve I get;

What little I attend, I know

And it argues order more than not.

My desperate friends, I want to tell

Them, you take too delicate offense

At the stench of time and man’s own smell,

It is only the smell of consequence.

II. Of Love

People love each other and the light

Of love gilds but doesn’t alter,

People don’t change one another, can scarcely

By taking will and thought add a little

Now and then to their own statures

Which, praise them, they do,

So that here we are in all our sizes

Flooded in the impartial daylight sometimes,

Spotted sometimes in a light we make ourselves,

Human, the beams of attention

Of social animals at their work

Which is loving; and sometimes all dark.

The only correction is

By you of you, by me of me.

People are worth looking at in this light

And if you listen what they are saying is,

Love me sun out there whoever you are,

Chasing me from bed in the morning,

Spooking me all day with shadow,

Surprising me whenever you fall;

Make me conspicuous as I go here,

Spotted by however many beams,

Now light, finally dark. I fear

There is meant to be a lot of darkness,

You hear them say, but every last creature

Is the one it meant to be.

III. My Acts

The acts of my life swarm down the street like Puerto Rican kids,

Foreign but small and, except for one, unknived.

They do no harm though their voices slash like reeds;

All except one they have evidently been loved.

And down the hill where I’ve planted spruce and red pine

In a gang of spiked shadows they slouch at night.

I am reasonably brave. I have been, except on one occasion,

Myself: it is no good trying to be what you are not.

We live among gangs who seem to have no stake

In what we’re trying to do, no sense of property or race,

Yet if you speak with authority they will halt and break

And sullenly, one by one, show you a local face.

I dreamt once that they caught me and, holding me down,

Burned my genitals with gasoline;

In my stupid terror I was telling them names

So my manhood kept and the rest went up in flames.

‘Now, say the world is a fair place,’ the biggest one said,

And because there was no face worse than my own there

I said it and got up. Quite a lot of me is charred.

By our code it is fair. We play fair. The world is fair.

Subscribe
Join Our Community
Subscribe
Join Our Community

Dear Black Child - Grace Storm Ad

Dear Black Child - Grace Storm Ad
Dear Black Child - Grace Storm Ad
Subscribe
Join Our Community
Subscribe
Join Our Community
LEVEL UP!
Drop your email and we'll send you 25 poetry editing guidelines to help transform your creative writing!
Send It!
LEVEL UP!
Drop your email and we'll send you 25 poetry editing guidelines to help transform your creative writing!
Send It!
Get On The List
We'll let you know whenever we launch a new event, competition or service!
SIGN UP NOW!
Get On The List
We'll let you know whenever we launch a new event, competition or service!
SIGN UP NOW!